 |
| |
 |
| |
 |
| |
 |
| |
 |
| |
 |
| |
 |
| |
 |
| January 12 1997 Part II |
January 12, 1997 Part II
She is fun to listen to, isn’t she…There has always been much to love about her. It is good that you can see this and feel it and acknowledge
it…Feel her running…Afraid that you will miss something?…There is much there…and he is still a block to a lot of that knowledge, but it is a
time of learning and clearing for him…The kids want to send him stuff to blow down the wall, but that would be too much a shock…It is much
like sending one of yours to bed without supper. But with us, how can you send someone to bed, when the whole ocean is their bed…It is all
combined, we will work at chipping away the slowly at first, and yes, when can break while you set up the tape, it will be a small thing, your
fascination with that magical creature is a good thing…There is a connection between us all…stemming from the past life. To say sisters would
not be the whole truth. To say that betrayal was felt, would not be the whole truth. This will come in part, more out of concern for his own well
being…too much, too soon will overload him and cause him to swim backwards…Fear..This will be a major block for him, if he choses it to be.
Her fear coin…no that’s not right…her fear coexists with yours..they feed off each other. She is acting like your protector, watching out for you,
when it comes to him. Part of him wants to tear the wall down, because he knows that it will bring things about much quicker between you, but
the other part if afraid to deal with the guilt and fears behind that wall…I will say that in his fear and insaneness of that time, after he hurt you, he
hurt her. There was much that he caused before he found his sanity again…Wait…you are stopping thoughts that must be
spoken…Patience…Yours was the first body that he saw when he regained himself…Before he could ack…no…register the body of your sister
next to you, his heart exploded, and he passed on. Many lifetimes later, I brought him back to this place to see what he had done not only to you,
but your sister as well. They have crossed pathes in other lifetimes since, each one bringing the memory of what happened closer to the surface.
Each one a step taking it to now, when you are both here together for the first time since then, and yes, your protector is here now, trying to make
sure that you do not forget what was done, to remind you of that fear, to make sure that if that fear is transmuted, it is done justly and because he
is right and willing to take it to the final step…No more fear…No more control to be thrown in the way of your joining…Yes, she has taken his
life in the past, but not all the time. In some lives, there has just been an underlying feeling of, at first-by this I mean the lives closest to that one
past-there was hatred, those were the times when it ended in death. Those were the lives that the memory was triggered automatically, and she
reacted instinctively and lashed out at him, killing him…What he will learn now is that there was a little irony going on. (The Creation is nothing
if not full of a sense of humor) He was drawn to her because she was as close to you as he was to you…But you and him were closer because of
what it was. He was drawn to her, thinking that it was you. This ended in a lot of deathes for him, because your sister would not even let him
speak, on any level…Waves upon waves passed before her reaction was not automatic…First it changed to just an underlying feeling of hatred,
then uncomfortableness, finally changing to mistrust…Now, we are on the brink of being able to transmute that and heal that wound, again this all
ties in with all that I passed on to you last night. Yes, it is one of the sign posts…It will all happen one right after the other, and quickly..A slow
beginning, because you cannot just fall into his arms now, and act as if none of that all happened. This is the time of working and clearing it all
out. Then you will be ready to transmute it and be completely together…Yes, it was delivered by him to do it the harder way and not match what
you wanted…This is good, you have made him open while in contact with me, to ask and seek out, not just listen to what I have to say…You do
more than you realize to him…More than even he knows…Keep it up…There will be a great joy to come from it later…Do not think the things
that are sent his way are fantasies. He can manifest whatever is needed to do what is wanted…Just know that the trip across the water will be
done when it is warm, before the seasons have changed to the colder…It will…What you see and share together over there…prepare you for the
coming of the winter solstice next year…Yes, how do you say it…retreat and avoidance…You will not escape this one, there will be too much
joy and love and light to be shared…She will feed off of you. If she feels that you know what you are doing, that you have been able to forgiven
and to open your heart to him, she will be against it at first, because that is her role as your protector because of what happened before…You are
to show her the way…that there is love and trust out in the world and that it is not good to be closed to it. She will be able to hear it in your
voice, to actually see it through the phone, to touch it and taste it, when you have fully opened to him and are together again…This was something
that was passed from me to her friend and then on to her and then to you…He is more energy than third dimension…He is one of our old teachers
who has decided to stay on the sixth level and pass on wisdom from there. He cannot be seen on your level, unlike you can see me, when you
open like him…Her choice on what she hears, listens to, and learns from…Fear again…she will have to break through this fear…To accept what
is being put before her, to let go of that past knowledge of his crime and move beyond it…Yes, there is a touching on that level. It is only a first
step because that is all she wants to see right now…She is like you…I want this to happen, then when you get it, you change your mind…”No,
that’s not form me, go away”. You are so funny like that…But again it is the fear, to open. Because, if you open to those things, you will not be
able to help but be open to him, and you have not yet worked through enough of the fear to do that yet, to be with him yet. When you do, the light
will be within you to help her to open her doors, because of the connection between you sisters, she will feel the truth of it, the truth of that
energy and what it is doing to you and will finally be able to let go of that final mistrust of him…This will open the doorway for that old teacher
to be with her on a more open level…everyday…she will find it out when she is ready to open to her…Let go of the fear…Learn to trust. When
she can learn to trust him. She will be able to trust all others, because in her mind, no one else has every been worse for what he did to you, and
through that, to all your people…You like threesomes, you like it that way, to balance it all out. You still hold onto the belief of “it’s too good to
be true, what’s is coming to blow it”, that is why you feel the need of the triangle, a way to balance it all out. It gives you someone else to turn to
allay your fears, because you know that he will have a biased opinion on if it will last. You go to the third part of the triangle to get that unbiased
opinion. It really is not needed. You have the true answer within yourself, but that fear keeps popping up, granted it is not a big fear, and it cannot
change what is to be, because it is for real and will not turn bad. You, like him, need constant confirmation, and this is how you go about getting
it…It is time if you want to tape…I will be here when you get back….
Jump..Jump..Jump..you just like to do that, don’t you…First your sister, now those other beings…Dragons were a race from another time and
planet, they are of Reptilian descent, or I should say the reptiles on your world are descended from them. They came here with the thought and
idea to play with human physiology, to change your DNA…Little did they know that it was Creation at work, just another step in the process to
getting to where we all are today. Many of your stories come from dealings with these beings, some exaggerated, some changed completely by
those that wanted control. There really is no marking in your history when they left your world, they came here to experiment with your
DNA…They were not the only ones, they worked on a different part of your DNA. Once again, each one was a step to get us to this point in time
now. We were not willing to be caught by them. Besides, they did not look upon us as they did you. They knew of our intelligence, but failed to
recognize yours because it was buried soo deep inside of your people at that time. They looked upon you as playthings for their use. They passed
from your world when the realization came to them that you were just as intelligent as they were, and that you were destined for greatness. That
the Creation had set into motion where your people, your planet, would hold the last key to transmuting all existence…This brings us to you
two…Theirs was a travel that may not be easy to understand, the words and concepts are not in his mind to allow him to put in on paper…The
best, or closest way to say it is that it was a traveling of both the physical level and spiritual level. Their technology is what allowed them to
pass through the dimensions, but their spirits are what powered their technology. To you and your level of awareness, it was a great
magic…Time is not something I can describe to you…They could pass through time, like I can. The way time passed for me was different then
for them, or you. There is no common ground that I can describe it other than that they were here for as long as they needed to be to complete
their experiments and for the Creations lesson to be learned…It is not a question of use, when the choice was theirs in the first place…They…It
is not a question of good or bad. They provided changes within your bodies that were needed for you all to survive the coming ages. To say that
there was fear involved…yes. Being changed by a race that you looked upon as gods, and sometimes changed you in a negative way, because
remember, they were experimenting until they found the right combination that they were looking for…They is one of the experiments and gives
rise to the legends of the reptile people…You are connected to all of creation, to all beings. This came about from all the…tinkering that was
done to your people. Each race used a part of themselves when trying to change you. Through this, they also passed on their knowledge…yes…If
not, you would not be on the threshold of doing and attaining what the two of you are about to…Yes, and you will take that melting pot and pass
it back to all beings when you transmute together. Your knowledge and energies will have combined with all that is stored within you cells and
form a new level of being…complete and whole…back to being with Creation again…There is much that you two will touch upon and
experience, without going backwards…Now, you might come to understand some of the things that he is being shown and understand his trouble
with patience and wanting to push…and yes, his love for you does have something to do with it to…
There is more within you? Why say no, when you turn around and say we can go back to Mare, that says that there is more within you…It comes
from your fears and blocks…To have knowledge before you are at a level to understand that knowledge is destructive. The fear and controls that
were placed within your people cause all of this. But, you will notice that recently (we mean in recent lives) knowledge of past lives and people
have come forward with you in the present life. The fears and controls are being worked through and transmuted for all of you…Each is a step,
working towards a goal…….There is a connections, but not a great big one. Not like with him. No, it is smaller than her connection to you…His
is the greatest, hers is next, what…no, your sister.! That is because you have finally agreed to join with him and incarnate together…(It’s about
time! How long of a vacation did you need from him?) There was a shared life, where you leaned on her for a lot of things..for guidance, for day
to day existence, now is when you can return the favor to her…
The fingers are passing beyond…Too much maybe for one day, although it is joy to talk with you both more than just once in a day and more than
just once in a week, but we understand this other attraction that is taking your time from him. It will pass soon enough and we will not have to
worry about days passing between visits, it will be more like hours…Remember the joy that is within him for you and that will help to move
away the fear, revel in the safeness that you feel with him, it will help to pass through what is happening now. Through you, the others will be
able to open…Through him, you will be able to open and touch all things magical together…Maybe even take a visit to those beautiful
dragons…But that is a trip for later in the year, when you are together again…I am pushing him beyond what I should…You two are reading me
well, you are more alike than you know…You both did pick up the thought of the doorway. It is a good step. Do not stop!..No, you are learning to
read the energy I am sending you better…Do not sell yourself or him short. There is a great ability within you, if you do not believe it, just look
into his eyes, they will take you to what he sees in you…He will show you what he sees, but be ready to be blown away by it, it has him…But
again, you have done that to each other in all those other lives before the last…That will be the final door that he opens within your heart, when
you will totally open to him and be together…It…no..By seeing your beauty through his eyes, you will go back and look at him with your soul’s
eyes and see his true love and joy for you and that will melt the last of the fear and hesitance towards him…Your sister will be on the phone at
the time right after this happens, because she will feel the change in you, and this will help to open her…Yes, there is much to be joyous about,
when looking at what is to come, and that is where his impatience is coming from…Remember that and try to understand that when he seems to
push too much. What we have shown him would be hard for anyone to resist trying to make it be now, and not wait. He has learned much in this
lifetime of patience, this will be one last lesson for him, but you must not pull away from him when he loses some of that patience..Soon, you
will be able to see the images we are sending him and you will completely understand..Be in joy with each other, the love is coming…
She is fun to listen to, isn’t she…There has always been much to love about her. It is good that you can see this and feel it and acknowledge
it…Feel her running…Afraid that you will miss something?…There is much there…and he is still a block to a lot of that knowledge, but it is a
time of learning and clearing for him…The kids want to send him stuff to blow down the wall, but that would be too much a shock…It is much
like sending one of yours to bed without supper. But with us, how can you send someone to bed, when the whole ocean is their bed…It is all
combined, we will work at chipping away the slowly at first, and yes, when can break while you set up the tape, it will be a small thing, your
fascination with that magical creature is a good thing…There is a connection between us all…stemming from the past life. To say sisters would
not be the whole truth. To say that betrayal was felt, would not be the whole truth. This will come in part, more out of concern for his own well
being…too much, too soon will overload him and cause him to swim backwards…Fear..This will be a major block for him, if he choses it to be.
Her fear coin…no that’s not right…her fear coexists with yours..they feed off each other. She is acting like your protector, watching out for you,
when it comes to him. Part of him wants to tear the wall down, because he knows that it will bring things about much quicker between you, but
the other part if afraid to deal with the guilt and fears behind that wall…I will say that in his fear and insaneness of that time, after he hurt you, he
hurt her. There was much that he caused before he found his sanity again…Wait…you are stopping thoughts that must be
spoken…Patience…Yours was the first body that he saw when he regained himself…Before he could ack…no…register the body of your sister
next to you, his heart exploded, and he passed on. Many lifetimes later, I brought him back to this place to see what he had done not only to you,
but your sister as well. They have crossed pathes in other lifetimes since, each one bringing the memory of what happened closer to the surface.
Each one a step taking it to now, when you are both here together for the first time since then, and yes, your protector is here now, trying to make
sure that you do not forget what was done, to remind you of that fear, to make sure that if that fear is transmuted, it is done justly and because he
is right and willing to take it to the final step…No more fear…No more control to be thrown in the way of your joining…Yes, she has taken his
life in the past, but not all the time. In some lives, there has just been an underlying feeling of, at first-by this I mean the lives closest to that one
past-there was hatred, those were the times when it ended in death. Those were the lives that the memory was triggered automatically, and she
reacted instinctively and lashed out at him, killing him…What he will learn now is that there was a little irony going on. (The Creation is nothing
if not full of a sense of humor) He was drawn to her because she was as close to you as he was to you…But you and him were closer because of
what it was. He was drawn to her, thinking that it was you. This ended in a lot of deathes for him, because your sister would not even let him
speak, on any level…Waves upon waves passed before her reaction was not automatic…First it changed to just an underlying feeling of hatred,
then uncomfortableness, finally changing to mistrust…Now, we are on the brink of being able to transmute that and heal that wound, again this all
ties in with all that I passed on to you last night. Yes, it is one of the sign posts…It will all happen one right after the other, and quickly..A slow
beginning, because you cannot just fall into his arms now, and act as if none of that all happened. This is the time of working and clearing it all
out. Then you will be ready to transmute it and be completely together…Yes, it was delivered by him to do it the harder way and not match what
you wanted…This is good, you have made him open while in contact with me, to ask and seek out, not just listen to what I have to say…You do
more than you realize to him…More than even he knows…Keep it up…There will be a great joy to come from it later…Do not think the things
that are sent his way are fantasies. He can manifest whatever is needed to do what is wanted…Just know that the trip across the water will be
done when it is warm, before the seasons have changed to the colder…It will…What you see and share together over there…prepare you for the
coming of the winter solstice next year…Yes, how do you say it…retreat and avoidance…You will not escape this one, there will be too much
joy and love and light to be shared…She will feed off of you. If she feels that you know what you are doing, that you have been able to forgiven
and to open your heart to him, she will be against it at first, because that is her role as your protector because of what happened before…You are
to show her the way…that there is love and trust out in the world and that it is not good to be closed to it. She will be able to hear it in your
voice, to actually see it through the phone, to touch it and taste it, when you have fully opened to him and are together again…This was something
that was passed from me to her friend and then on to her and then to you…He is more energy than third dimension…He is one of our old teachers
who has decided to stay on the sixth level and pass on wisdom from there. He cannot be seen on your level, unlike you can see me, when you
open like him…Her choice on what she hears, listens to, and learns from…Fear again…she will have to break through this fear…To accept what
is being put before her, to let go of that past knowledge of his crime and move beyond it…Yes, there is a touching on that level. It is only a first
step because that is all she wants to see right now…She is like you…I want this to happen, then when you get it, you change your mind…”No,
that’s not form me, go away”. You are so funny like that…But again it is the fear, to open. Because, if you open to those things, you will not be
able to help but be open to him, and you have not yet worked through enough of the fear to do that yet, to be with him yet. When you do, the light
will be within you to help her to open her doors, because of the connection between you sisters, she will feel the truth of it, the truth of that
energy and what it is doing to you and will finally be able to let go of that final mistrust of him…This will open the doorway for that old teacher
to be with her on a more open level…everyday…she will find it out when she is ready to open to her…Let go of the fear…Learn to trust. When
she can learn to trust him. She will be able to trust all others, because in her mind, no one else has every been worse for what he did to you, and
through that, to all your people…You like threesomes, you like it that way, to balance it all out. You still hold onto the belief of “it’s too good to
be true, what’s is coming to blow it”, that is why you feel the need of the triangle, a way to balance it all out. It gives you someone else to turn to
allay your fears, because you know that he will have a biased opinion on if it will last. You go to the third part of the triangle to get that unbiased
opinion. It really is not needed. You have the true answer within yourself, but that fear keeps popping up, granted it is not a big fear, and it cannot
change what is to be, because it is for real and will not turn bad. You, like him, need constant confirmation, and this is how you go about getting
it…It is time if you want to tape…I will be here when you get back….
Jump..Jump..Jump..you just like to do that, don’t you…First your sister, now those other beings…Dragons were a race from another time and
planet, they are of Reptilian descent, or I should say the reptiles on your world are descended from them. They came here with the thought and
idea to play with human physiology, to change your DNA…Little did they know that it was Creation at work, just another step in the process to
getting to where we all are today. Many of your stories come from dealings with these beings, some exaggerated, some changed completely by
those that wanted control. There really is no marking in your history when they left your world, they came here to experiment with your
DNA…They were not the only ones, they worked on a different part of your DNA. Once again, each one was a step to get us to this point in time
now. We were not willing to be caught by them. Besides, they did not look upon us as they did you. They knew of our intelligence, but failed to
recognize yours because it was buried soo deep inside of your people at that time. They looked upon you as playthings for their use. They passed
from your world when the realization came to them that you were just as intelligent as they were, and that you were destined for greatness. That
the Creation had set into motion where your people, your planet, would hold the last key to transmuting all existence…This brings us to you
two…Theirs was a travel that may not be easy to understand, the words and concepts are not in his mind to allow him to put in on paper…The
best, or closest way to say it is that it was a traveling of both the physical level and spiritual level. Their technology is what allowed them to
pass through the dimensions, but their spirits are what powered their technology. To you and your level of awareness, it was a great
magic…Time is not something I can describe to you…They could pass through time, like I can. The way time passed for me was different then
for them, or you. There is no common ground that I can describe it other than that they were here for as long as they needed to be to complete
their experiments and for the Creations lesson to be learned…It is not a question of use, when the choice was theirs in the first place…They…It
is not a question of good or bad. They provided changes within your bodies that were needed for you all to survive the coming ages. To say that
there was fear involved…yes. Being changed by a race that you looked upon as gods, and sometimes changed you in a negative way, because
remember, they were experimenting until they found the right combination that they were looking for…They is one of the experiments and gives
rise to the legends of the reptile people…You are connected to all of creation, to all beings. This came about from all the…tinkering that was
done to your people. Each race used a part of themselves when trying to change you. Through this, they also passed on their knowledge…yes…If
not, you would not be on the threshold of doing and attaining what the two of you are about to…Yes, and you will take that melting pot and pass
it back to all beings when you transmute together. Your knowledge and energies will have combined with all that is stored within you cells and
form a new level of being…complete and whole…back to being with Creation again…There is much that you two will touch upon and
experience, without going backwards…Now, you might come to understand some of the things that he is being shown and understand his trouble
with patience and wanting to push…and yes, his love for you does have something to do with it to…
There is more within you? Why say no, when you turn around and say we can go back to Mare, that says that there is more within you…It comes
from your fears and blocks…To have knowledge before you are at a level to understand that knowledge is destructive. The fear and controls that
were placed within your people cause all of this. But, you will notice that recently (we mean in recent lives) knowledge of past lives and people
have come forward with you in the present life. The fears and controls are being worked through and transmuted for all of you…Each is a step,
working towards a goal…….There is a connections, but not a great big one. Not like with him. No, it is smaller than her connection to you…His
is the greatest, hers is next, what…no, your sister.! That is because you have finally agreed to join with him and incarnate together…(It’s about
time! How long of a vacation did you need from him?) There was a shared life, where you leaned on her for a lot of things..for guidance, for day
to day existence, now is when you can return the favor to her…
The fingers are passing beyond…Too much maybe for one day, although it is joy to talk with you both more than just once in a day and more than
just once in a week, but we understand this other attraction that is taking your time from him. It will pass soon enough and we will not have to
worry about days passing between visits, it will be more like hours…Remember the joy that is within him for you and that will help to move
away the fear, revel in the safeness that you feel with him, it will help to pass through what is happening now. Through you, the others will be
able to open…Through him, you will be able to open and touch all things magical together…Maybe even take a visit to those beautiful
dragons…But that is a trip for later in the year, when you are together again…I am pushing him beyond what I should…You two are reading me
well, you are more alike than you know…You both did pick up the thought of the doorway. It is a good step. Do not stop!..No, you are learning to
read the energy I am sending you better…Do not sell yourself or him short. There is a great ability within you, if you do not believe it, just look
into his eyes, they will take you to what he sees in you…He will show you what he sees, but be ready to be blown away by it, it has him…But
again, you have done that to each other in all those other lives before the last…That will be the final door that he opens within your heart, when
you will totally open to him and be together…It…no..By seeing your beauty through his eyes, you will go back and look at him with your soul’s
eyes and see his true love and joy for you and that will melt the last of the fear and hesitance towards him…Your sister will be on the phone at
the time right after this happens, because she will feel the change in you, and this will help to open her…Yes, there is much to be joyous about,
when looking at what is to come, and that is where his impatience is coming from…Remember that and try to understand that when he seems to
push too much. What we have shown him would be hard for anyone to resist trying to make it be now, and not wait. He has learned much in this
lifetime of patience, this will be one last lesson for him, but you must not pull away from him when he loses some of that patience..Soon, you
will be able to see the images we are sending him and you will completely understand..Be in joy with each other, the love is coming…