January 6, 1997
I see that you have done something that you thought that it wasn’t time to do yet…It is time that we said hello. There is much that was given to you in these last
few days. Not to mention that a lot was taken away. (Fear, what a degrading concept)…The pod wishes to say a joyful welcome swim to you. They are glad that
their touch could help heal the first hurt, but we could not help the second hurt. That runs too deep for us to do much on your level. This is hurt that runs more on
a physical level…you will need a help that is more physical…We will swim again, but this time without the hurt, once that is clear, we can have fun again.
Your energy touched many of my pod mates that day, it was fun to do that with you again, there was a time when it happened all the time. There will come a time
when it will be again.
I wanted to do more of a time shaping on the journey down, but that would have affected you in ways that would not have been positive for you. It is like playing
with a great white and you just out of your mother’s belly…It was enough, that what was done to get you home swiftly so no more hurt could be caused you. That’
s okay, there are images that will come to your conscious mind of things that you saw during that journey that have not come back to you yet. Consider it one of
my surprises. Yes, Play…It was fun touching the energies that were around you up there. We have not swam together for a long time. Part of this is because I
have been with you for so many lives, and you have not been as open to this knowledge of other dimensions in those lifetimes. This made my time with you more
complex. It required more attention from me, because I had to have a more physical influence on your lives than now. Now is more spiritual. You can finally
come to me and talk my language, on my plane. This is definitely easier for me. This does not mention the fact that this is the first time that you two have been
together in a life since that time. Time for me is different than…why do you like to interrupt when you ask me something. He is right, you do like to
jump…Waves upon waves of time have passed since then. But for me it was also an…instant ago. (You are right, she does bring that glow from before with her
now…There…you are not ready for us all to do this. It is not a question of I want you…Work is still being done…even he does not yet realize what is in front of
him before he is actually ready for you…let alone you for him. That doesn’t even get into me being involved with you both. There is a…shining coming for you
both to touch together, but it is beyond your abilities to see, touch, comprehend, or even imagine it yet. It does come out in your sparkles together, a little, but that
also comes from the healing that took place when you both came together before incarnating in this life, it is part of the forgiveness, the joy…sorry about that, but
I had to flip…of connecting together, and a remembrance of the total love that was shared before. He is afraid of what the answer might be. He still holds onto
the fear that he is in some way a cause. That is why he has not asked, so we have not bothered to answer. We still might not, we have not decided…I can say this,
it is something that has to be worked through, that the answer you are looking for will be found within your heart. Look for where that energy leads you…I can
see that you are looking wrong already…Look at this again in some waves to come, give it a couple of your weeks and you might understand what we mean by
the heart. It has nothing to do with the outside. It starts inside of you and works its way out. The door that will finally open to that answer, the knowledge that is
needed, he has the key, he just doesn’t know it yet. The time will come when he will be able to touch you and unlock that door within you. It does go back to the
time before and what was done, but I cannot say more on that past. There is more than a picture there. You were given that which I sent to him to be filled with
his energy and love to combine with mine, and touch yours…(You like that secret we made known to you, now pass it on.) It was how you first attracted him in
that life. There was much love and magic between you both, there was much (You cannot just jump in like that, because it brings him to the front and gets in the
way of our talking to him on the subject before. We feel the joy that this brings you, but you are in the third dimension, thus bound by those realities and laws.
One of those states that fingers only move so fast…We must control the speed at which we send out thoughts and words to him, if it goes too fast or too many
things asked at once, you get an oil spill…Patience) I was talking about the past, the magic that was created between you started in a life longer than I was
around you. I first touched your lights (that being the energy created by the love shared between you both) many lifetimes before that time and yes before
Lemuria. It goes back to times and civilizations that have been forgotten by…There you go again!!! There is a Mackeral with your name on it!!! Squid with the
legs tied up in knots around your head!!! Sorry. I’m back. That just reminded me that I was hungry, so I had to get a snack…The time of your first touching each
other happened in a place that had no definition of time. They could travel through all the lanes. You knew crystals as if they were your brothers. You could
create things with just a thought and a little matter. But your people lacked one thing in your lives. That was an unconditional love between two people. Your
society had never known it. That is not to say that there weren’t forms of love, there were. It is just that they never touched that all encompassing level of love.
When you two came together, you caressed that energy for the first time…It sent off a signal to us that you were finally ready to start this journey and go to the
next level, taking all with you…Yes, even then you two were meant to help all of existence…Don’t feel comfortable with that, too bad. You both chose that back
then, as you did in every lifetime since. When you came together in that life, you were both nearing an ending for your lives, so I did not really have much time to
play with you. It did allow me to touch your energies and for you both to touch mine. Since that time, we have been in touch in every lifetime. As should be
obvious, you have not reached that final level, taken that final step, or we wouldn’t be here now. There have been lifetimes when we have been a major part of
each others energy, and other times when it has been a small part for me. It was as it should have been. That is not to say that every time you failed to take the
next step, it ended in fear and tragedy, it was because you not ready to do it yet. There was still more for you both to learn and experience. The only time that it
ended in fear and tragedy was the last time…
I must come, no that is not the word, bring this to an end for now. I can feel the sluggishness in his hands and fingers…He is going farther than before because of
you, feel joy in this, it is what it is for. We will talk again, when he is more healed………