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| December 19 1996 |
December 19, 1996
Hello. We feel the weight of the deep ocean around you. This is not a way to be, or to feel. You must remember that all things that happen,
happen because you ask them to. There are many reasons for this. From needing to learn the lessons, to living through the fear and transmuting
it by letting go of that fear. There is no real pain involved, except when you resist, when you block and hold onto that fear, giving it power
over you. All things work out, you must remember to play, and keep it light within you, and you will see the sunshine inside of you. This is
just another step that you both must take to get closer to touching the Play Energy together. This is something that you can’t attain with others.
They are not at your levels, no matter what you might think. Your time is rapidly coming when this must happen. Things are happening in the
universe that require it. There will come an opportunity to travel through the waves of all the dimensions, but it cannot be done apart. It is a
journey that must be done together. It is one that you both initiated ages ago, in a different time, and yes, I was there. I have touched briefly
upon that life with you before. If you need to, go refresh your memory and read it. The reason I say that it cannot be done apart or with another
is that you have ties to one another that you don’t with any other souls. You laid most of the groundwork in that other shared lifetime. Now,
you are reacquainting yourselves with each other. You are both dealing with and reacting to fears locked within your cells from that lifetime.
I will say that that separation was not a pleasant one. There was much fear and pain and hurt involved. That was the way they wanted you to
feel and react so that they would still be in power over you all. And yes, I was also in great pain from this separation, because you were both
torn from me, your energies and presences ripped from my awareness. It took me a long time to search through the dimensions to find that you
were both gone. A long time to get over what I was feeling. When the healing took place, I was again able to look upon this 3rd dimension
and see what had happened and who was at fault and why. It took even more time (as you know it) to be able to re-enter the 3rd dimension.
There was a long period of this world’s history when you could not find us in any of your oceans. We were ripped away from this dimension
when this fear took hold of you. This was one of the greatest wrongs done, because the two of you and I were just on the threshold of taking
that final step to the next level, not just for yourselves, but also for all entities in all the dimensions. The way you would describe it, (this is
because you have felt this recently) “Your heart being ripped out of you by someone you love, than stabbed through to its center and then
stepped on.” Know this, that that does not even begin to describe what it felt like, but it is a start. This is one reason why she did not come
back for so long. The hurt and the pain was caused by him, but you cannot hold him all at fault for we each have free will. He just made a
wrong choice, or so it seems to all of us. It took ages for her to recover from that hurt, but not as long as it did us. He, on the other hand, knew
in his heart after the deed was done, that he had made the wrong choice, and his heart burst from the pain, hurt and despair that he was
feeling. He came back life after life looking for her, trying to mend the tear between you. In each life, there came a time when happiness was
within his reach, but he always drew the energy around him that would destroy that happiness. In his heart, he could not, and did not feel that
he had the right to feel that way after the pain that he caused. (We know this to be fact. After I learned what had happened to the three of us,
we traveled back to see all that transpired after our passing.) I have lost count of how many lifetimes he has been searching for you. Because
of the fear and the pain and the blocks that these created, he has never known what he has been searching for after coming into each life. After
a time, the searching and the longing for that other half of his soul became second nature to him. (yes, your souls are part of each other, tied
together in ways that I cannot tell you yet. That is for another sitting with me, and not till after you both play together. Then you will be open
and able to hear what I have to show about your souls.) I have also searched and waited with him. Through all his lives. I have been a part of
him, guiding when he would allow it. Offering whatever companionship that I could, but I am not her. I was there when your souls finally met
before coming into this life. The joy and light and energy that traveled through all the dimensions from that meeting is indescribable. How can
you put words to you that you can touch, taste, smell and physically feel? You cannot, at least not yet. That you is part of what you both are to
touch here on this dimensional level, if it can be touched here, it will set off the mass consciousness of the planet, and then all the universes.
There was a great healing when your souls finally came together at that time, a forgiveness that was greatly overdue, and a rekindling of that
special love that your souls shared. You both made agreements on what to do and accomplish in this life, but again free will is always a part
of your beings. I will say that you both were not without your fears. She chose to come into this life ahead of him. It was, how do you say it, a
little bit of pay back. She wanted him to feel a little of that pain and hurt that she felt from the separation when he first left her. Unfortunately,
this allowed some fears to rise up in both of you when you incarnated. This did throw the timing of when you were to come together off. It
also set off in him that second nature fear of looking for you. It is something that has been with him this whole lifetime. It is something that you
both have to work through and overcome. The fears that are ingrained within you both, are still there. They resurfaced after you both met, and
instead of working through those fears, you both have allowed them to take control of your decisions. This almost resulted in your going your
separate ways for the remainder of this lifetime, and maybe all times. That is where I stepped in, because I knew what was going on and had
to stop it. I had to show you both the mistakes that you were making and the wrong paths that you both were headed down. That is not to say
that all is okay now. You both still have free will. You both are still working through some of your fears, but not all, and not as fast as we
would like it, but we have been waiting a long time for this to finally happen. All outside influence is out of the way. Those that caused the
fear in you both the first time, see now that that was a mistake. That to go on to the next level, they must let go of the control they hold over
you and let you choose freely. But again, the two of you can sink that ship, if you choose to let your fears guide and control.
Yes, I know. I have not talked much of play this time. There is a reason. The play will be there. You must choose to play together. As much as
you may fear it, it will be an incredible joy and energy, unlike anything you both have touched since that lifetime…Until next time…….
Hello. We feel the weight of the deep ocean around you. This is not a way to be, or to feel. You must remember that all things that happen,
happen because you ask them to. There are many reasons for this. From needing to learn the lessons, to living through the fear and transmuting
it by letting go of that fear. There is no real pain involved, except when you resist, when you block and hold onto that fear, giving it power
over you. All things work out, you must remember to play, and keep it light within you, and you will see the sunshine inside of you. This is
just another step that you both must take to get closer to touching the Play Energy together. This is something that you can’t attain with others.
They are not at your levels, no matter what you might think. Your time is rapidly coming when this must happen. Things are happening in the
universe that require it. There will come an opportunity to travel through the waves of all the dimensions, but it cannot be done apart. It is a
journey that must be done together. It is one that you both initiated ages ago, in a different time, and yes, I was there. I have touched briefly
upon that life with you before. If you need to, go refresh your memory and read it. The reason I say that it cannot be done apart or with another
is that you have ties to one another that you don’t with any other souls. You laid most of the groundwork in that other shared lifetime. Now,
you are reacquainting yourselves with each other. You are both dealing with and reacting to fears locked within your cells from that lifetime.
I will say that that separation was not a pleasant one. There was much fear and pain and hurt involved. That was the way they wanted you to
feel and react so that they would still be in power over you all. And yes, I was also in great pain from this separation, because you were both
torn from me, your energies and presences ripped from my awareness. It took me a long time to search through the dimensions to find that you
were both gone. A long time to get over what I was feeling. When the healing took place, I was again able to look upon this 3rd dimension
and see what had happened and who was at fault and why. It took even more time (as you know it) to be able to re-enter the 3rd dimension.
There was a long period of this world’s history when you could not find us in any of your oceans. We were ripped away from this dimension
when this fear took hold of you. This was one of the greatest wrongs done, because the two of you and I were just on the threshold of taking
that final step to the next level, not just for yourselves, but also for all entities in all the dimensions. The way you would describe it, (this is
because you have felt this recently) “Your heart being ripped out of you by someone you love, than stabbed through to its center and then
stepped on.” Know this, that that does not even begin to describe what it felt like, but it is a start. This is one reason why she did not come
back for so long. The hurt and the pain was caused by him, but you cannot hold him all at fault for we each have free will. He just made a
wrong choice, or so it seems to all of us. It took ages for her to recover from that hurt, but not as long as it did us. He, on the other hand, knew
in his heart after the deed was done, that he had made the wrong choice, and his heart burst from the pain, hurt and despair that he was
feeling. He came back life after life looking for her, trying to mend the tear between you. In each life, there came a time when happiness was
within his reach, but he always drew the energy around him that would destroy that happiness. In his heart, he could not, and did not feel that
he had the right to feel that way after the pain that he caused. (We know this to be fact. After I learned what had happened to the three of us,
we traveled back to see all that transpired after our passing.) I have lost count of how many lifetimes he has been searching for you. Because
of the fear and the pain and the blocks that these created, he has never known what he has been searching for after coming into each life. After
a time, the searching and the longing for that other half of his soul became second nature to him. (yes, your souls are part of each other, tied
together in ways that I cannot tell you yet. That is for another sitting with me, and not till after you both play together. Then you will be open
and able to hear what I have to show about your souls.) I have also searched and waited with him. Through all his lives. I have been a part of
him, guiding when he would allow it. Offering whatever companionship that I could, but I am not her. I was there when your souls finally met
before coming into this life. The joy and light and energy that traveled through all the dimensions from that meeting is indescribable. How can
you put words to you that you can touch, taste, smell and physically feel? You cannot, at least not yet. That you is part of what you both are to
touch here on this dimensional level, if it can be touched here, it will set off the mass consciousness of the planet, and then all the universes.
There was a great healing when your souls finally came together at that time, a forgiveness that was greatly overdue, and a rekindling of that
special love that your souls shared. You both made agreements on what to do and accomplish in this life, but again free will is always a part
of your beings. I will say that you both were not without your fears. She chose to come into this life ahead of him. It was, how do you say it, a
little bit of pay back. She wanted him to feel a little of that pain and hurt that she felt from the separation when he first left her. Unfortunately,
this allowed some fears to rise up in both of you when you incarnated. This did throw the timing of when you were to come together off. It
also set off in him that second nature fear of looking for you. It is something that has been with him this whole lifetime. It is something that you
both have to work through and overcome. The fears that are ingrained within you both, are still there. They resurfaced after you both met, and
instead of working through those fears, you both have allowed them to take control of your decisions. This almost resulted in your going your
separate ways for the remainder of this lifetime, and maybe all times. That is where I stepped in, because I knew what was going on and had
to stop it. I had to show you both the mistakes that you were making and the wrong paths that you both were headed down. That is not to say
that all is okay now. You both still have free will. You both are still working through some of your fears, but not all, and not as fast as we
would like it, but we have been waiting a long time for this to finally happen. All outside influence is out of the way. Those that caused the
fear in you both the first time, see now that that was a mistake. That to go on to the next level, they must let go of the control they hold over
you and let you choose freely. But again, the two of you can sink that ship, if you choose to let your fears guide and control.
Yes, I know. I have not talked much of play this time. There is a reason. The play will be there. You must choose to play together. As much as
you may fear it, it will be an incredible joy and energy, unlike anything you both have touched since that lifetime…Until next time…….