November 29, 1996
Hello! It is good to see that you are still open to us. We have felt a need to be apart for a little while. The reasons are my own. So, don’t bother to
ask. We still are dealing with proof, that is something that creates sadness in us. I am not like those of my brothers who have opted to be captured.
(Ha! What a concept! That you actually think that you can catch one of us, if we didn’t allow it…) I don’t jump through hoops, or do tricks to
prove myself. If you are not open to the play that we are trying to bring out from within you, then you will never understand, or utilize what we are
trying to teach you. Yes, that goes for both of you. You don’t realize yet how much you affect each other, your thoughts, your feelings, create
ripples of energy that vibrate between the two of you. It has always been this way. I have waited a long time for you both to manifest on this
dimension at the sometime. The last time that this happened, those were the times of great play between us. It was a time when we swam together
in the waters of this great earth. I knew her first. There was a great fire for play within you at that time, but it was nothing compared to what it
turned into when he came in. We shared many a day in the water, playing, traveling, learning, and teaching each other. But Fear kept us from
reaching that next level. He ran from us at a time of great need to her, and I could not be with either of you when this happened. I was separated
from you, just for this purpose. Without me there to guide you both and help you to work through the fear that was being generated within you both
by the return of what you thought were your Gods at that time. There was a great violence that was generated because of this fear. It was a way to
control you all, to keep all the truths about who you really were and what your true destiny was. A cosmic destiny. We once traveled through the
dimensions together, until this time of fear happened. This is when the hurt was caused to her. This is when the great injustice was done to both of
you and through you both, all your people. Those “gods” learned a great lesson from the fear that was released and the total destruction that it
caused. It was a time of Moon in the sky when it all ended. But some did survive, but the fear was so great, it became ingrained upon your genes,
and it has taken us to this point in time (Ha!) to be on the threshold of working through the final fears, of releasing all the old pains and hurts and
taking that final step to the Play Energy. To once again be able to swim through the dimensions. (I see that the water that I swim through causes
you thirst. I forget about the salt.) I have great hope and faith in you both that we are embarking on a time of great play and, how would you say it,
tomfoolery. Be advised that this full moon that is passing, is one that drains. It does not revitalize and rejuvenate. This moon is one that takes the
energy, the lessons that have been learned in the last period (Zuinta-you have no word that can describe it, this is the closest one.) and absorbs it
and sends it out to the cosmos for all in the other dimensions to see and take part in your knowledge. For those times when the moon gives energy,
that comes from a release of fears and control in the last Zuinta. There is a great energy that is released when you overcome a fear. It is the
breaking of a bond, and that bond is not a good one to begin with because it is based on fear and control. Above all else, you have free will. This
is a lesson that has to be learned by all your people, one day at a time. I am of the hope that when the water gets warming, you both will be on the
right level of play, that I will allow you to come and see me. Until then, we must play in the areas of the mind and dreams, and yes I do swim
through your dreams from time to time. There can be great joy hidden in your dreams, no to mention a place to release your fears-this is one
reason for the great joy. It is time for me to go now. I can feel how tired he is becoming, this moon is not the greatest one for you to open up to me
under, but we will make do. Remember to swim through the wares, and if it gets too rough, just take a deep breath and go below the surface for
awhile. The going will be smoother there. By the way, we know that you want to play together, but fears stop you from doing this. Do not allow
your fears and concerns of what will be tomorrow stop from what must pass into being. Just enjoy it in the moment and let everything else fall into
its place…