November 5, 1996
Hi! As you can see, I’m back with you both. It feels to me that one, of many things must be laid clear for you. We are speaking to both of you, not just the one
of you. Sometimes I wonder why I agree to this contract. Yours, is a people who like to do things the hard way. We have noticed about you. With few
exceptions, it has been this way throughout your time. This is not to say that there have been some in your history that did not forget what you agreed to do
before manifesting in the physical plane, this 3rd dimension. I will let you two in on a small wave of a secret. We do not spend all of our time here. We
swim between this dimension and another, but that is knowledge for another time. You two fail to accept the concept of play energy between you. The Coral
is in the way, between you. I find it to be a strong reef that blocks you from one another. This makes my assignment harder. That is not to say that I can’t
swim through it, and bring you both through it, but just once, I would like things to be easy. They do not have to be as twisted and hard as you make them out
to be. You all have too much fear in you. What is there to fear. There is no true death. There is only life! And many levels and dimensions of that, as well.
But you shy away from it, because of your fears. This saddens us. As does the things that you do to us and our cousins of the sea. But I will tell you a bigger
wave of a secret. Those that do this are controlled and helped by energies that do not want you to be unafraid, because then they will lose their power over
you. This is just one step in overcoming your fears. You must PLAY!!!! As with Coral, it can be broken down over time, holes and cracks can form in it, and
then, as it finally tumbles down, the fear can be released and the true play energy can flow through, and yes that means the magic, and the love. But to tell
another small wave of a secret, there is no difference between the Love and the Play Energy. It is you who have made that difference in your minds and
hearts. Why do you think there is so much water to swim in. It has come from our tears, and all our cousins tears, crying over the loss we have, and have felt
throughout the ages from your selves. But there will come a day when you will pass through this stage, sooner than you think.
You ask things of me that you are not any close to hearing yet. There is much to do and clear first. But, as you say. I am not going anywhere. Things were
rushed the first time and all was not right. This is also my fault. I felt the magic, but knew the time was not right, because of the fears. But, in my excitement.
I came anyway. This did let me swim with one of you and through that one let me touch the other in this way now. When next we meet, we shall all be
together with the Play Energy leaping out of the water. Otherwise, I fear for what will not be touched again this life. But again, choice to eat this fish or not
to eat this fish is always yours. I will leave you with what you can see of me now, and know that it is only a shadow of what should be and will be.